Yes, Damn me please

Damn my pathetic attempts at humor damn my sincerity of heart damn my furtive, yet futile strivings for popularity damn my wonderfully stupid ponderings damn my faithless indecisiveness damn my disgustingly lame efforts for church damn this feeling I can't seem to relieve damn the tension this house exudes damn all the confusion I won't let go of damn my lazy passing days and damn my regret.... damn it all.
Damn me, and be done with it.

First day of the Trades Awarness course today... it went quite well. The most interesting part will likely be the job shadowing though, I still wish it didn't interfere with camp, but I'll get over it.
Now I just need to finish my math, and I'll be all set to be growed up.